I had a good 4 hour long conversation with a friend. We talked about our favorite books, life, trying to get out there in the world again, and most importantly, my pessimistic attitude towards life and his endearing optimism.
It was nice to just talk about life and to be pushed to meet new people. It's a bit daunting; dating. I'm sure I'll be ready at some point. He was like go out, pick someone up and have fun. Mhmm, right.My reaction, take your own advice then. We both had the same reaction, in due time, due time.
I'm ready for a change. I'm finding happiness in my books and in talking. I lost my hope for the dream come true. But maybe I can figure out a new one.