That was a lovely surprise and feeling to be experiencing. The timing is suspect, but alas, I'm going to enjoy it. I'm going to continue dating, exploring what that all means, but most importantly develop the ability to foster parent and to be a mother. Maybe I'll find love, a partner, a husband, honestly I don't know what the future holds.
For now, it's E and me against the world. Hopefully soon, a beautiful addition will join us on our adventure. I'll always wonder what-if, what life would have been like had we married, had a child together, spent the rest of our lives together. I'm happy that I felt that love and I felt it again. It's such a wonderful feeling.